baby

as much as you get frustrated with me, i get frustrated with you and damn skype.
fine you wanna go out, but i try talking to you before and you're always just so distracted. i ask questions that you just don't answer sometimes. so i'll type them to you and you still won't acknowledge it. and i just figured you'd wear headphones so we could have a private conversation. its kind of weird thinking your roommates can hear everything i'm saying. and its just new to me because you would never go out on weekdays when you had school the next day. i might not know what it's like for you and how annoying i must get but at the same time i don't think you know what its like from this side. or maybe sometimes i wish you'd want to call me as bad as i want to call you. or sound disappointed if i had to go somewhere and you wouldn't be able to talk to me, or be excited cuz you know i'd call at a certain time, but then sad when i could only talk for 10 minutes. but it always seems like i'm the weak one who depends too much on you. plus you're gonna be gone the entire weekend and we're not gonna be able to talk, which is gonna suck so i'd want to talk when we can now. and i do want you to have a good time, but you already go out on the weekends that start on thursday, so  i just figured week nights you'd relax. sorry i can be such an asshole at times. but i wish we could just switch places every once in a while. and you are so good to me. and i'm not mad at you, i promise. and its ok if your mad at me. i'm just frustrated and i guess selfish.  and i shouldn't have even written this, but i love you. and just miss you a lot.