my computer is dead

i hate my luck so much. and i almost want to cry. i'm so pissed off. i can keep writing you blogs and i'll go on facebook whenever i can. but they said they didn't know how to fix it, but i could send it in for around 300 dollars. and itd be another 700 if its fried. so fuck it all.  i lost pretty much everything. and i can't skype with you. and its not fair and i don't deserve this. and i just want to talk to you. i just want to see you again. i love you baby. and i just want this to be fixed. this isn't fair baby. i love you. i miss you. and i want to be able to talk again. please just leave me posts about everything. tell me about your day and what you do. i hate this baby. its not fair. its not fair. i love you baby. kiss kiss. xoxo