i wish i read your schedule earlier

its like 80% pub crawls and bars and clubs. it makes me a little uneasy. i really hate that i can't be with you. it makes me really really sad. thinking you're gonna meet all these new people, and for ten days you might wanna go out with them to all these stupid bars. not to mention you're gonna watch the eifle tower light up. i just feel like there is nothing special for me to ever show you anymore. i hate this feeling. i hope you're having an amazing time, but at the same time i hate you being gone baby. it sucks so much. please just come home to me sooon so i don't feel so sad anymore. love you.