hey baby

i gotta say, its only been a couple of hours but i'm missing you. a lot. today's been pretty good so far. after i was done talking to you, i went back to sleep til like three. and i woke up ate breakfast. and chris texted me asking if i wanted to go work out. so dan said he'd pick me up when he got out of work. and it was already 4:30, and i still had to do the dishes and take a shower. some how i got it all done. and we went to chris's which was pretty fun. but i barely ended up working out, but it was still fun cuz we were just hanging out and stuff. we watched fight scenes from this martial arts movie. about bruce lee's master. it was cool. it felt a lot like the old days. but then chris told me that he heard there was a lock down at shaker today! apparently some older guy was making threats at the school, and the cops arrested him and found a gun in his car! thats crazy. but i only heard it from chris. so i don't know all the details yet. and it was hard seeing him with alexis. it really sucks. i miss you a lot. but then i came home and ate dinner and watched some tv. and i just saw a sneak peak of the skins show that aditi liked. i think its coming to mtv! it looks pretty crazy. i also asked that girl from st. rose, if she'd sing on some of my songs. so i'm excited to work on some new creative music. and now its almost 11, and i'm just kind of bored. its weird cuz usually i'd just try to kill time til we could talk. so i guess i'll work on my painting or something. i love you so so much. and i hope you have an amazing time. and just be careful. it kills me knowing i can't be there to watch over you and protect you. so i just want you to just be safe more than anything. i miss you beyond belief baby. and i cannot wait til the day we are reunited. love you abigail.